here I am, sitting in front of this screen – like you – and trying to figure it out. my blog. but what to write when there’s nothing I can think about?
Don’t know where this emptiness comes from. Just one week ago, I was the most motivated person in the world. I had so many ideas; songs, lyrics, plans… and now: all gone. disappeared in the not existing dust – sun is shining like mad. So the only thing to do for me is to go to the lake, read a book, take a swim. But not only the blubbering noise of my breath coming out my nose is inspiring me…
How does Skye Edwards say? “I stop complainig, it could be raining…” that’s what I should do as well. So when there’s nothing funny in my head, I just tell you who I am and what I do.
I’m Leila Licks. I’m a singer. Or I try to become one. Not sure where the border is between a singer and someone trying to be a singer. Will I be a singer when I have a record contract? Or after my first concert? But I already had concerts – not with my own music, but still… Or is one a singer when the wish to live music all life through is the only thought that goes along with one the whole day?
Nevertheless, that’s all what’s in my head at the moment – music. So it’s not that empty as I thought. But still very complicated to write a blog with only music in one’s head…
So I think, I’d better focus on the music in my head and let you know what’s happening next soon…
